BECOME

Why I Brought This to Life

A few years ago, I found myself in a quiet pause between chapters.

I had come through cancer.
I had lost my mother.
Life was still moving on the surface—work, travel, music—but internally, something slowed everything down.

It wasn’t sadness.

It was listening.

I could feel something forming—a sound studio, a sanctuary, a place of resonance—but I didn’t yet know how it would take shape. And I started noticing a pattern:

The harder I tried to figure it out, the tighter my body became.
The more I pushed, the further clarity felt.

What shifted everything wasn’t more effort.

It was support.

When I Stopped Forcing It, 

I Started Feeling It

Almost by chance, I began working with a hypnotherapist—something I normally wouldn’t do. But I thought, why not?I’ve always wrestled with procrastination and scattered focus, and I wanted help staying anchored to one clear direction.

We did one deep session, and then I listened to a specific recording consistently. Not trying to make anything happen—just allowing my nervous system to soften into the idea of what I was creating.

And something surprising happened:

I didn’t plan the studio.
I felt it.

Building a Studio by Feeling the Experience

“I started feeling the studio like a coherence chamber—an experience designed to organize your nervous system.”

Sometimes I would lie on the floor in the empty room and enter a quiet, angelic state—almost like stepping into the experience before it existed. I wasn’t thinking about the studio as a business. I was feeling it from the inside, through the body, the way a client would.

From that place, I could sense the whole journey:

• Crossing the threshold and feeling the outside world fall away
• The room’s resonance—how each instrument would move through the space
• The arrival shift—from tension to safety
• The deep drift—lying down and letting the sound carry you
• The return—standing up clearer, lighter, and more yourself
• That’s how the studio was built: not just planned—felt.

Once that settled in my body, movement followed.

The studio opened in thirty-six days—not because I rushed, but because my system trusted what was unfolding.

…and I realized something simple and true:
When the body feels safe, clarity leads. When the nervous system is supported, momentum comes—without force.

That’s the foundation of BECOME—and it’s why I partnered with Hope. She designed the transformation arc. I design the weekly sound environment the way I’ve always created music: with intention, structure, and frequencies that support the state we’re building each week.